RE: Have you ever said or done really stupid things on purpose just to feel less empty?
October 14, 2017 at 12:42 am
(October 13, 2017 at 6:12 pm)Hammy Wrote: Have you ever said or done really stupid things on purpose just to feel less empty?Yup.
Quote:And have you ever felt like a complete idiot for it afterwards?Nope
Quote:Has feeling like an idiot made you feel even more empty which causes you do do or say something stupid again just to feel something again. Even just something negative.Well, it sounds like it sucks.
And has that vicious cycle repeated itself?
Or does this all sound completely ridiculous?

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