My mom is dying, going to need an ear.

[Brian37]

At any rate I am admiring your Mom more than you. It's something you have to let go. Being a dad, I fear more for my daughter's life than mine. Balance yourself.

Come on man, some people take a bit of time to come to terms with loss, some people never do, everyone's different, and we know it's final don't we.

I think there is a misunderstanding here.

My mom would not want me blathering with a gun to my head and that is NOT what I am doing. 

I HAVE come to terms with her death. But that does not mean you get over it, it just means you remember and cope and move on.



Death happens to everyone, nobody can escape it. But it is ok to talk about it and remember and talk about it. I WILL talk about her as long as I live, and miss her as long as I live. I don't think that makes me suicidal one bit.

Bittersweet is not the same as "woe is me" or "nobody knows what I am going through."

It just means reflecting on what we had is a comfort to me.

 Look at my last post. I POSTED that my mom would be doing this   . Knowing her team won a division game. I didn't say that to make anyone depressed but to reflect.