(August 19, 2011 at 1:47 pm)Chuck Wrote: Hey, wouldn't you like to die with the assurance of a job well done, rather than having your memory besmirched by the tedious mess that you bequeath?
No. If I am committing suicide: it is because life and everything in it is of less worth than ending the suffering I experience.
Though indeed, I would do a good job with the suicide (I'd slice down the road from a wrist and deeply gouge my abdomen before the shot, after intaking a strongly toxic level of substances, and ensure that my corpse will be on top of a roaring bonfire full of diesel and whatnot)... but that is due to my perfectionistic nature. I'd also stab the jugular through along with my shot.
Oh, and if I were still pre-op by the time I would do this: I would castrate myself for justice's sake.
I understand that many people wish to rush a suicide... as a way to get them through it faster. Me? The last thing I wish to experience is dying. It wouldn't be a long time, granted, since that shot would come not even a minute after beginning. But it would be an experience indeed
Please give me a home where cloud buffalo roam
Where the dear and the strangers can play
Where sometimes is heard a discouraging word
But the skies are not stormy all day
