(December 2, 2017 at 5:41 pm)Starhunter Wrote:(December 2, 2017 at 2:19 pm)Die Atheistin Wrote: My family is moderate, but I learned religion in shool the fundamentalist way. I became a moderate thanks to one of my dad's friends. I offically became an atheist at age 17.
I don't worry about any of the teachings being real, what still bothers me is the fact itself that I was brainwashed. I'm neither happy nor sad most of the time, and I feel happines more than sadness, but sometimes the religious memories haunt me. I thought about going to a specialist, but I'm afraid that my family might find out about it. I will move to another country the next year, I might seek help there.
The world is filled with a misunderstanding of God,
That took a good deal of honesty and self insight. Well done.