I personally wouldn't be that desperate to pretend that I believed in god to get a job. But however I'm not in the same situation as you. So I don't judge you at all. But I wouldn't feel comfterble doing it and I guess you will not be that.
It will probably be very hard for you to pretend something that you're not for a long period of time, it will be tough to hold that mask and eventually will you be tired and ask yourself if it's really worth it.
It will probably be very hard for you to pretend something that you're not for a long period of time, it will be tough to hold that mask and eventually will you be tired and ask yourself if it's really worth it.
- Science is not trying to create an answer like religion, it tries to find an answer.