RE: Eat, chew, swallow, repeat.
March 9, 2018 at 2:10 am
(This post was last modified: March 9, 2018 at 2:10 am by drfuzzy.)
(March 9, 2018 at 1:12 am)AtlasS33 Wrote:(March 9, 2018 at 12:23 am)drfuzzy Wrote: What drugs did you take and can I have some?
And are you ok? That sounds a lot like someone screaming that the whole world is delusional and evil to me. I've been there. It's not a good place.
None. Actually everything related to drugs is prohibited in this wasteland.
I'm straight edge currently; D. The whole world IS composed of people who kept themselves busy from seeing the pain of their fellow man.
It's very weird to be under a dictator regime, that literally burnt trillions of billions of oil money, trapped a whole population until they became ignorant of basic biology; twisted its people to grow like freaks, with no comment from the "people of the world".
People don't care. Nobody cares about you if you scream, get tortured, get killed, get burnt. People will leave you rot and move on.
I think waking up to that is the shocking part in it all..
(March 9, 2018 at 12:34 am)stretch3172 Wrote:
(March 9, 2018 at 12:35 am)Hammy Wrote:
(March 9, 2018 at 12:47 am)Minimalist Wrote:
(March 9, 2018 at 12:51 am)chimp3 Wrote:
Atlas. We have had our differences. Which is completely to be expected. Middle-aged atheist once-christian lesbian white woman in Bible Belt USA. Apparently young Muslim male in a Muslim theocracy.
But I'm a little worried about you.
Do I see the world as violent and insane? Yes, and I'm not living in a part of the world that is governed by Sharia law. (Did I state that correctly? Please correct me if not.)
I have had periods in my life where I have been quite seriously suicidal over sexuality, religion, hopelessness, and just the viciousness of human to human. Yeah, I tried and failed. Sometimes that's tried and failed, dammit.
When you have been raised in a fundamentalist religion, questioning those beliefs and the societal mores that surround you can challenge - and stress - your entire being.
I've been there. Not exactly what you face, because I don't know. But I've been there. I'm not suggesting that you should turn your back on Allah. I'm just saying that turning your brain on and questioning can be really stressful. I'm a little worried about you. Keep checking in with us, ok? Even if we make fun of a post.
"The family that prays together...is brainwashing their children."- Albert Einstein