Depressed? write your stuff here
July 8, 2018 at 7:52 pm
(This post was last modified: July 8, 2018 at 8:23 pm by WinterHold.)
I don't know you.
I also don't know who you are. But I am very depressed.
And I want you to deal with this topic as a place to dispose of your depression diaries. I didn't put this in the "life and personal matters" section because it doesn't concern me alone.
Write. Let it out, writing is good.
I have multiple sclerosis. I can't live a normal life or the life I have spent the past 23 years preparing for.
It's over for me. I live in one of the hottest places in the world, so I literally don't move outside except for some days in the month.
I had big dreams in my youth, dreams about traveling the world and conquering the field I studied. But the diagnosis came and destroyed those dreams.
Don't tell me M.S is manageable, the sickness is different from one person to the other. In my case, I can't walk normal, I'm always fatigued, slightest concentration makes my eyes deviate, I'm shattered. Shattered.
I don't need the sympathy of nobody, it's my burden to carry. This dignity is everything I have: you never beg people for sympathy . Never.
I'm depressed because MS destroys the coatings surrounding nerves responsible for the mood, so the signals don't get transferred probably.
I see people avoiding me when I'm walking, with their low voices telling me "Allah may cure you". It's better if they shut up, at least I might feel normal. They can pray for me from the inside, they can pray for me in front of their friends. But saying that with a low voice everytime I walk makes me feel like some kind of a freak.
Now you write if you are depressed.
I will not tell you you'll be better because I don't know, but I will tell you that you have my sympathy.
I also don't know who you are. But I am very depressed.
And I want you to deal with this topic as a place to dispose of your depression diaries. I didn't put this in the "life and personal matters" section because it doesn't concern me alone.
Write. Let it out, writing is good.
I have multiple sclerosis. I can't live a normal life or the life I have spent the past 23 years preparing for.
It's over for me. I live in one of the hottest places in the world, so I literally don't move outside except for some days in the month.
I had big dreams in my youth, dreams about traveling the world and conquering the field I studied. But the diagnosis came and destroyed those dreams.
Don't tell me M.S is manageable, the sickness is different from one person to the other. In my case, I can't walk normal, I'm always fatigued, slightest concentration makes my eyes deviate, I'm shattered. Shattered.
I don't need the sympathy of nobody, it's my burden to carry. This dignity is everything I have: you never beg people for sympathy . Never.
I'm depressed because MS destroys the coatings surrounding nerves responsible for the mood, so the signals don't get transferred probably.
I see people avoiding me when I'm walking, with their low voices telling me "Allah may cure you". It's better if they shut up, at least I might feel normal. They can pray for me from the inside, they can pray for me in front of their friends. But saying that with a low voice everytime I walk makes me feel like some kind of a freak.
Now you write if you are depressed.
I will not tell you you'll be better because I don't know, but I will tell you that you have my sympathy.
