Do u want there to be a God? Any God?

[Angrboda]

Mhm.  I just want to see how long he'll bullshit us.

That's your error. You're assuming things that aren't true.

Reality = You lack the authority to define something beyond yourself.  Reality = I lack the authority to define it for you. Reality = Demonstrate an authority to define it and use that definition.  Reality = If that authority confirms your definition, then I can accept your definition without bias.  The other possibility would be for you to demonstrate that you do have authority to define it for everybody it's inclusive to, then I could simply accept it by acknowledging your authority to do so.

Until then, round-n-round.

Disbelief in, or denial of, the existence of a God.

Dictionaries report usage. Usage seems to be the only valid authority on the meaning of a term unless you have an argument which says otherwise.