Nondualism vs Dualism

[Angrboda]

This is where I see the opening to the why the paradoxes exist. Its because we are one nondualistic  cosmic creature. There is one divine all and we are a piece of it the same as a liver cell is a piece of a human. But we are also built by little bits and pieces of bits of pieces of bits and pieces. So of course we experience a feeling of separation from our divine union with the universe, or what I call God.

I believe that in our pre-existence (pre-bigbang) we existed as 1 solid entity built upon two perfectly symbiotic states of matter. I believe this entity held consciousness and consciously killed itself in order for more creation to spring forth. I also believe that we have the history of our making from the big bang until present written in our DNA.

Dualism and nondualism both appear to be simply ways of conceptualizing reality. It's not at all clear that there is anything more to it than that. Regardless, I think you'd need to clarify a number of mereological concerns before you go galloping down the road to this pre-bigbang scenario. Concerns such as, what do you mean when you say that we are parts of this whole? What do you mean when you say that this whole had parts, i.e. what makes it a whole? And so forth. Failing that, all I can say is, "Cool story, Bro!"