(April 20, 2019 at 1:37 am)J a c k Wrote: I don’t know what I want. All I know is that nothing is sufficient anymore.
This makes it sound like you're quite hopeless. What do you mean by "nothing is sufficient anymore?"
If you're frightened of dying, and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the Earth.