Your awareness...the part of you that is thinking "I decide" is the same part that believes you do decide...iow - it's circular lol.
Here's another quote of mine:
"You have options - but no known option over which option you pick." - EvF
Or for an extra hopefully at least partially humourous confusing version:
"You have options - but no known option over which option you opt for."
Lol
Another version "You decide - but you have no known decision over which decision you decide on."
EvF
Here's another quote of mine:
"You have options - but no known option over which option you pick." - EvF
Or for an extra hopefully at least partially humourous confusing version:
"You have options - but no known option over which option you opt for."
Lol
Another version "You decide - but you have no known decision over which decision you decide on."
EvF