No internal monologue

[arewethereyet]

I talk out loud to myself sometimes, just a kind of stream of conscious of what I'm doing. I also whistle tunes all the time. I'll be in the grocery store whistling some happy tune like Black Sabbath's "War Pigs", and people will look at me quizzically. I have music playing in my head a lot, too- replays of music I have heard. When one of my friends pointed out that I was talking out loud (not loudly), I told him that I wanted intelligent conversation. Kind of freaked him out. I guess his experiences as a police officer puts him on guard with people who are verbalizing what they think about. I'm not crazy though, because I have money. That makes me "eccentric". 

In the last few weeks I have noticed that I wake up every morning with a song stuck in my head.  The songs are random as hell and they aren't from something I was watching or listening to.  Some are so weird - everything from one hit wonders to kids songs and everything in between.  Not sure what caused this to start happening...so far, it appears I can still function at work and home so I am not worried but am a bit puzzled, especially since the songs are not songs I would seek out.  I suppose something worse could be happening...like the other day when my Pandora popped up with 'Kung Fu Fighting'...that is the work of some evil force.