(March 4, 2022 at 11:19 am)arewethereyet Wrote:You don't care that I feel no joy in my life? I mean, it's not your problem, but where's your compassion? This is why I don't care about this world, because most people share your attitude, and what's the point of living in a world full of people who don't care about me?(March 4, 2022 at 10:59 am)Ahriman Wrote: Yeah I know, I'm just frustrated. I have a few personal problems that render me incapable of relating to the rest of humanity in any meaningful way. You even said yourself, that I am "unlovable", well that's pretty much true. There's no room for love in my reality. It's all anger, boredom, hatred, and misery. I'm not even sure I've ever felt what people call "happy" at any point in my life. And to top it all off, I'm not allowed to do anything fun anymore. I can't drink, I can't smoke weed, I can't edge to porn for hours at a time, nothing. It's like God wants me to be bored and miserable.
Boofuckinghoo. You can't spend your days getting fucked up and jacking off. My heart bleeds for you.
I am done.
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