Random Thoughts

[Ahriman]

Around 9 or 10 years ago, my little brother (then a child) started hanging out with a mixed (white and black) child, and this made me angry for some reason. I hated that my white little brother would hang out with a mixed child. But I'm sure they had fun together, because they hung out whenever they could. Now I feel like an idiot asshole for my prior feelings. My little brother is going off to college soon, and I'm still struggling with everyday existence.

And the racism keeps on coming.

You should maybe not say everything that pops into your head.

But I do feel bad about my previous judgment. So now I am perhaps.......not as racist?