Well, it seems to me that there's two problems here:
1) You have a particular definition of nihilism which I, and some other nihilists, do not have.
2) You hold nihilism (your definition) to its own standard, but don't hold any other view to its own standard.
It just seems a rather odd thing to be so invested in to the point of willingly choosing to be inconsistent without some underlying emotional impetus.
But all that aside, are there any of the statements I hold to (whether you classify them as nihilism or not, or whether you think they are borne out in my life or not) which you disagree with?
1) You have a particular definition of nihilism which I, and some other nihilists, do not have.
2) You hold nihilism (your definition) to its own standard, but don't hold any other view to its own standard.
It just seems a rather odd thing to be so invested in to the point of willingly choosing to be inconsistent without some underlying emotional impetus.
But all that aside, are there any of the statements I hold to (whether you classify them as nihilism or not, or whether you think they are borne out in my life or not) which you disagree with?