As I can't spend any time with you in person, all I can do is ask for specifics here.
I'm here to sympathise, and offer whatever limited advice I can if you want to share details or even photos etc if relevant.
Without any details I can only commiserate with you that you are experiencing this feelings, and encourage you to address then in whatever ways are best. If fir example you are obese, then diet and exercise. If you are struggling with mental health, therapy. And so on.
Even if you are utterly irredeemably horrendous in every way, then I'd least like you to suffer less and also be less of a burden to others.
I'm here to sympathise, and offer whatever limited advice I can if you want to share details or even photos etc if relevant.
Without any details I can only commiserate with you that you are experiencing this feelings, and encourage you to address then in whatever ways are best. If fir example you are obese, then diet and exercise. If you are struggling with mental health, therapy. And so on.
Even if you are utterly irredeemably horrendous in every way, then I'd least like you to suffer less and also be less of a burden to others.