Smoking

[The Grand Nudger]

I never pegged you as a smoker. FWIW if you do have any interest in quitting, but are finding it difficult, I'd highly recommend the drug I used to quit. It was a prescription only drug, and IMO a miracle drug, called Champix (just ask your doctor about it). It basically rewires your perception of smoking, makes you perceive it as bland and pointless. It's great if you have trouble with the willpower required to quit smoking by other means, because this hardly needs any beyond the decision of when to actually have your last cigarette. For me, quitting was just that decision followed by a gradual and deliberate process of identifying and exposing myself to as many smoking triggers as I could think of until I had basically reconditioned all my habits.

Big time, I'll smoke just about anything once.  It's not a willpower thing.  I've quit before, always cold turkey.  Harder to quit drinking, in my experience.  What I really want to do is replace all of my bad habits with more money....and more weed.  Not exactly a healthy goal, but I like it. IDK, I missed the cultural memo. I don't actually worry about how it's going to kill me, and mostly because I know I'm doing a ton of other shit that will get me first.

That particular drug... tho, lol, in a word..no. It doesn't take "vivid and unusual dreams" to get me to do something fucked up that I regret forever, already had that talk with my docter.