Ignosticism

[KichigaiNeko]

So thank you for all the answers.
First: so yes, english is far away from being my mother tongue, and I have to look up words, so I surely also choose expressions that are unusual or not suiting well. In the second place, the correction function of taptalk really is annoying me, since it often changes my words. I re-read what I wrote afterwards, but I am sometimes do not find the wrongly 'corrected' words.

What adds to this fact is that I am really confused, and obviously have problems to define a clear question, so I think I wrote to find my question, not to ask a question. I read across several threads and looked up some terms in a dictionary and then all my thougths rolled over quite a bit. I am still not satisfied with this deity-thing I feel. But what makes it so unsatisfying?
Let me have another try.
From the view of my grandfather, the thing is clear. There is nothing beyond physical world. Also no god, that is an entity. Even I do not have a need for a controlling or interfering entity, and think that such entities are projections, I've problems with this total refusement of every kind of metaphysics. But this is maybe the problem of beeing trapped in my thoughts at the moment, as you mentioned.

Uhm, don't know. I am still confused and also not satisfied... I guess, if the answer is 42, I still have to search for the rigth question.

So just what IS your "Mother Tongue" ?

Have you noted in your profile just where on this planet you are from?? I see you have not. A country would be very nice and would also help give us (on the forums) a better idea of what you are trying to say. Many online translators are not very good and Tap Talk does have it's limits as you have found out.

Unfortunately, the lingua franca of this forum is english and many are very well versed in it's use.

Even if you put your mark on this http://atheistforums.org/usermap.php it would help.