Most of that information was superfluous. You could have gotten the point across in a few sentences. That said: of course you thought that your visions were god. You weren't thinking rationally because you were tripping. If you expect any of us to believe in god because your visions (while high) seemed like god to you, you are insane.
What falls away is always, and is near.
Also, I am not pretending to be female, this profile picture is my wonderful girlfriend. XD
