Quote:Oh definitely no need to be sorry man, it happens to the most atheistic of us, and its proof by how many people say things like "godamnit" or "jesus christ" when mad. Or how I used to say "hey dont jinx it" when all I was really doing was promoting superstition which directly feeds into religion in my opinion. It feeds that mindset of false logic.
I usually say "Goddammit" and "oh my god" when something happens to be unbelievable.

What gets me the most is that I've had depressive episodes for years and years, and I'm finally just realizing it. For the past 2 weeks my mindset has been off, and a few years before this I contemplated suicide. But this time the effects are much more conspicuous, then in past episodes. If I didn't have to deal with this, I would still be in my regular sports. I used to play Baseball, and I was on the wrestling team for 4 years, and at the start of this year I just couldn't handle it. But it is already too late to get back into any sport now that they have already started up, and if by chance, next year if I join any sport I'll end up getting my ass kicked because I didn't play them this year. But I'm still going to try and get some exercise in, and hopefully that will help with my depression. The only thing I'm proud of at the moment, are my grades, and I've been very lenient on those too. Anyways, thank you for the response.
Cheers!
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