I wasn't making a deal out of it, I asked you once if you might want to edit your post, in view of me replying to an edited post, that's all. I didn't say you had to, and I was making a request not a demand. Then you said no need to get upset. I wasn't upset and said this. All I've really done is answer you back each time you've said something.
You are currently experiencing a lucky and very brief window of awareness, sandwiched in between two periods of timeless and utter nothingness. So why not make the most of it, and stop wasting your life away trying to convince other people that there is something else? The reality is obvious.