I don't hate God

[Gambit]

I've got my drink on, so please forgive me if I do not go quote by quote (It took me about six hours to do it earlier, and I was sober then). I've seen Qualia soup's video on closed mindedness quite a few times - in fact, it is one of the most eye-opening videos I have seen. If I could put my finger on why I feel a need to understand others, I'd say it comes from a need to be understood. I'm an outcast, freak, cripple and weirdo; by the accounts of others. I've always said I'm a forever student; which is probably why I change my position on things so often. I don't know if I have mentioned it on this forum, but I have this weird learning disorder. It's not something that holds me back, per se. My brain refuses to understand something until I have all the pieces. however, once they are all in place the concept clicks all at once. I also have; as Shell B will attest to, a seriously short fuse and bad temper. The combination of these things are, I hope, the answers to your questions.