@ fr0d0
My switch is due to the fact I basically never used to think about thinking at all. After not being self-aware enough and after just spending 5 years addicted to net gaming, one thing that helped me get better is being aware of my thoughts more. And I so haven't wanted to be so unaware of myself again that it's now become an obsession and a compulsion....
I used to be extremely externalized. It was all extrospection. Now it's mostly obsessive introspection, as I said. Thought loops, that are like 1-3 words long that last for anywhere from a few hours to several days (and possibly more).
It's a complete flip due to nervousness about being so externalized again. But on the whole I enjoy it, and sometimes even love it. Just like you fr0d0, I've always loved thinking about stuff. Ever since I noticed how much depth I can get into! Ever since I went without a computer to distract me! I've been on comps since I was 6, I went out with them for 2 years and then completely flipped round in mindset (In the sense I just described).
EvF
My switch is due to the fact I basically never used to think about thinking at all. After not being self-aware enough and after just spending 5 years addicted to net gaming, one thing that helped me get better is being aware of my thoughts more. And I so haven't wanted to be so unaware of myself again that it's now become an obsession and a compulsion....
I used to be extremely externalized. It was all extrospection. Now it's mostly obsessive introspection, as I said. Thought loops, that are like 1-3 words long that last for anywhere from a few hours to several days (and possibly more).
It's a complete flip due to nervousness about being so externalized again. But on the whole I enjoy it, and sometimes even love it. Just like you fr0d0, I've always loved thinking about stuff. Ever since I noticed how much depth I can get into! Ever since I went without a computer to distract me! I've been on comps since I was 6, I went out with them for 2 years and then completely flipped round in mindset (In the sense I just described).
EvF
