(October 19, 2012 at 10:31 pm)whateverist Wrote:(October 16, 2012 at 8:39 pm)Norfolk And Chance Wrote: I admire that you took that baggage on.
She must have been one mega-babe or else you were one love lorn puppy. I hope she quit for good and doesn't blame you for it.
I stayed because I made a the commitment to stay. (for better or worse, in sickness and in health for richer or poorer ect..) Her sin against me was a reminder of my sin against God. And if I ever hoped to have god's forgiveness for my sin I needed to forgive her of hers. Trust me the beauty fades away with that drug, and detox, and all of the rest of the BS we had to go through.
I do have pics posted on my CF profile page.
People often ask me couldn't I tell when she was using (during the period when she first started back and before I finally caught her 6 months later) and I will use the picture of her standing behind my mustang, the day after our honeymoon, and Ask does this person look like she is hopplessly addicted to Herion to you?
