Drich,
Please take a step back and realize what is going on here. I don't doubt your experiences. Others have shared events in their lives that can be described as dreams, dream paralysis, remarkable coincidences, etc. The difference is that most of us here accept natural explanations for similar experiences as more reasonable; whereas, you endeavor to shoehorn god into the events you describe. When confronted with non-God explanations you simply dismiss them by saying the rest of us haven't properly prepared the path for god into our lives, or something similar.
The fact remains that you see, hear, feel, taste, and smell God in everything because you desire God to be in everything, not because you can properly attribute all life's events to a single causal agent.
Please take a step back and realize what is going on here. I don't doubt your experiences. Others have shared events in their lives that can be described as dreams, dream paralysis, remarkable coincidences, etc. The difference is that most of us here accept natural explanations for similar experiences as more reasonable; whereas, you endeavor to shoehorn god into the events you describe. When confronted with non-God explanations you simply dismiss them by saying the rest of us haven't properly prepared the path for god into our lives, or something similar.
The fact remains that you see, hear, feel, taste, and smell God in everything because you desire God to be in everything, not because you can properly attribute all life's events to a single causal agent.