I don't think that "accepting God as insurance" is the same thing as actually believing in God.
I have no idea if you're trolling. Your life seems, by your account, pretty horrific at the moment. It's a bit odd that the response has been Homer Simpson jpegs making fun of Pascal's wager and talking about how many ways the wager could go wrong. That's not usually how reasonable people respond to someone who just said they were feeling suicidal.
Which leads me to think that either the other contributors here are in a better position with regard to knowing whether you're a troll, and I should follow their lead in disregarding the seriousness of the account you've given, or they're just assholes and don't give two shits about offering you counsel, support, or guidance.
I have no idea if you're trolling. Your life seems, by your account, pretty horrific at the moment. It's a bit odd that the response has been Homer Simpson jpegs making fun of Pascal's wager and talking about how many ways the wager could go wrong. That's not usually how reasonable people respond to someone who just said they were feeling suicidal.
Which leads me to think that either the other contributors here are in a better position with regard to knowing whether you're a troll, and I should follow their lead in disregarding the seriousness of the account you've given, or they're just assholes and don't give two shits about offering you counsel, support, or guidance.
“The truth of our faith becomes a matter of ridicule among the infidels if any Catholic, not gifted with the necessary scientific learning, presents as dogma what scientific scrutiny shows to be false.”