Please stop saying I hate religion, I never said that, and I have no deep placed emotional wound against it. I just think it's wrong, and that it is needlessly dangerous. If it helps you be good, then that's fine, but there's nothing that can be done or reinforced by religion that can't be done by secular means, and the arbitrary nature of religious dogmas make it potentially dangerous in ways I've already explained.
If you believe it, question it. If you question it, get an answer. If you have an answer, does that answer satisfy reality? Does it satisfy you? Probably not. For no one else will agree with you, not really.