I understand what you are going through. I can relate to so many things you said. It's difficult at first, since one keeps thinking of all the time wasted and all the wrong ideas we had. You should be glad that you are opening your eyes now, though. With time all the bad feelings will turn to freedom and a lot of happiness. I wish you the best! Welcome!
Pointing around: "Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, I'm out!"
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon
Half Baked
"Let the atheists come to me, and stop keeping them away, because the kingdom of heathens belongs to people like these." -Saint Bacon