Correct. Doesn't really bother me. Lots of people get delivered from homosexuality. Not saying it is easy, but it is pretty tough just to get delivered from lust. That took me years to overcome, still havn't completely, but I basically have it under control almost all the time.
Sexuality will bend to your will, if you force it to. It is good for you, you become a more rationally driven person, your mind has greater control over your body, it is not oppressive, it feels good. Like you are in full control of your faculties, they move you you do not move them.
Homosexuality is a choice just as heterosexuality is a choice. You may not be able to choose the desires, initially, maybe some will have them forever. But many, such as myself that desires for both go away as you exercise your will and deny the complex web of factors that influences the psychology of sexuality and lust (pain, depression, desire to be respected, desire for love, etc).
Lust is a choice, whether homosexual or heterosexual. You feel different after you have denied your carnal impulses, like an overweight person who has dieted for years and years and all of a sudden is lean and in control of their eating. It is a beautiful experience.
The sexually immoral person whose life is subject to lust cannot live to manifest Virtue, for this person all he/she knows is live for the appetites, which inhibits the life liven for wisdom. All the great spiritual traditions accept this. To live out Virtue, the seat of the will must at all times be directed unto Virtue, and not to some carnal desire.
I feel much happier now than I used to.
Sexuality will bend to your will, if you force it to. It is good for you, you become a more rationally driven person, your mind has greater control over your body, it is not oppressive, it feels good. Like you are in full control of your faculties, they move you you do not move them.
Homosexuality is a choice just as heterosexuality is a choice. You may not be able to choose the desires, initially, maybe some will have them forever. But many, such as myself that desires for both go away as you exercise your will and deny the complex web of factors that influences the psychology of sexuality and lust (pain, depression, desire to be respected, desire for love, etc).
Lust is a choice, whether homosexual or heterosexual. You feel different after you have denied your carnal impulses, like an overweight person who has dieted for years and years and all of a sudden is lean and in control of their eating. It is a beautiful experience.
The sexually immoral person whose life is subject to lust cannot live to manifest Virtue, for this person all he/she knows is live for the appetites, which inhibits the life liven for wisdom. All the great spiritual traditions accept this. To live out Virtue, the seat of the will must at all times be directed unto Virtue, and not to some carnal desire.
I feel much happier now than I used to.
