RE: The unworthy.
April 27, 2013 at 3:28 pm
(This post was last modified: April 27, 2013 at 3:56 pm by LastPoet.)
I felt so proud to turning down the invitation to use, that I didn't reason it well... I should've lied and tell her nothing... It ended with her slapping me twice over the insued discussion, I struggled hard not to return in kind. In the end it was I that had to apologise for taking 2 slaps (well, they didn't really hurt me, its beyond the point) in order to save the marriage, because I still love her. I wonder if I shouldn't have finished it already 
It would be easier to use and not mention it than to be sincere. I guess once a junkie, forever a junkie.
This is so cool, how much stomping can I take? No job, lowsy economy, ex junkie, ethical stupid, but I'm the piece de resistance, Bring it on bitches!
ETA: Oh FFS, How much I wanted to feel then sweet mistress embrace through my veins, how awesome it feel its embrace, but I turned it down, only to be accused of doing it so, for confessing that proposal
As if I didn't feel down enough, fuck! I AM SO ANGERED RIGHT NOW!
(April 27, 2013 at 11:24 am)Faith No More Wrote:LastPoet Wrote:My wife, given my history, she automatically distrusted me, even after I've been clean way before we even met...
You can't convince her that you didn't do anything?
It would be easier to use and not mention it than to be sincere. I guess once a junkie, forever a junkie.
This is so cool, how much stomping can I take? No job, lowsy economy, ex junkie, ethical stupid, but I'm the piece de resistance, Bring it on bitches!
ETA: Oh FFS, How much I wanted to feel then sweet mistress embrace through my veins, how awesome it feel its embrace, but I turned it down, only to be accused of doing it so, for confessing that proposal
As if I didn't feel down enough, fuck! I AM SO ANGERED RIGHT NOW!
