recommend a good antipsychotic?

[Creed of Heresy]

To be honest, "what med do you want to try next" is what the ones who DO know what they're doing will ask. The problem is that medications don't react the same way for everyone. There's a reason there's like 100 different medications and it's because brain structures and chemistry are all very widely varied. The worst doctors are the ones who are like "LEMME STICK YOU ON 500 MILLIGRAMS OF LITHIUM" and shit like that, cuz they're the ones typically being endorsers of a certain pharmaceutical company's product. The ones who are like "Well, it's up to you what we try next" are the ones actually trying to help.