Hey there everyone! Just looking for somewhere to be.
I'm whereupon from a country in Europe and was born and raised here as the daughter of two Turkish Muslims. I was raised as a dedicated Muslima myself, sheltered in a like-minded community. I lost my faith somewhere around my tenth birthday.
I'm messed up in the head like nobody's business - my best bet is tht it's a result of combined efforts. Increasingly abusive family members, the stress of remaining in the closet and timebomb-like genetics (because I have yet to meet a relative without big mental health issues) make an effective team.
I crashed out of the closet recently when I ran away from my family which is pretty pathetic considering that I am an off-age citizen of Europe. I like to think that it was a necessary and liberating move on my part, can't help feeling lonely and just as powerless as before most of the time though.
I love books, teaching kids, Mathematics and animals.
I hope to study to become a teacher if I remain stable enough for the next term.
Never now how to end these introduction-thingies so there you go...
Looking forward to trying to participate
And my apologies for possible grammer and spelling errors.
I'm whereupon from a country in Europe and was born and raised here as the daughter of two Turkish Muslims. I was raised as a dedicated Muslima myself, sheltered in a like-minded community. I lost my faith somewhere around my tenth birthday.
I'm messed up in the head like nobody's business - my best bet is tht it's a result of combined efforts. Increasingly abusive family members, the stress of remaining in the closet and timebomb-like genetics (because I have yet to meet a relative without big mental health issues) make an effective team.
I crashed out of the closet recently when I ran away from my family which is pretty pathetic considering that I am an off-age citizen of Europe. I like to think that it was a necessary and liberating move on my part, can't help feeling lonely and just as powerless as before most of the time though.
I love books, teaching kids, Mathematics and animals.
I hope to study to become a teacher if I remain stable enough for the next term.
Never now how to end these introduction-thingies so there you go...
Looking forward to trying to participate
And my apologies for possible grammer and spelling errors.
