Question About Heaven

[Gilgamesh]

Haha, no, I was fortunate enough not to experience that. It was my emotions. I felt neither happy or sad. When sad things would happen, and I would normally cry over that situation, I simply felt nothing. I had no motivation as nothing brought me pleasure or had any reason for doing it. I actually became hospitalized for suicide as that was depressing in and of itself. I curse prozac, and I see it as my personal mission to fix the corruption and false research with big pharma.

I wish I could've had the same results. I would've still been taking the drug if I only got the awesome ability to neither feel happy nor sad. That experience, or rather lack there of, was good for me, personally. But not being able to get it up, man... not worth it.