This is hard for me to admit but I've had the same kind of reaction over losing my sweet Princess. Rather than stopping medication, since I wasn't on anything prior, I'd deliberately over-medicate on the meds I was prescribed as a result. Not an overdose per se (though I've done that a few times as well) the idea was to allow the medication to build up in my system to the point where I would have taken a fatal dose in total. Basically I wanted to be taken rather than take myself; which is essentially what happened to my Sam on that horrible day. I still have episodes like that despite my personal life having improved - for a given value of 'improved' anyway.
It sounds selfish of me I know. I just want to be with my Sam one way or another, whatever that actually means in practise.
It sounds selfish of me I know. I just want to be with my Sam one way or another, whatever that actually means in practise.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'
