Hello! I'm fairly new to these forums as well.
I don't think it ever goes away. I have been free thinking for 7+ years now. This morning it rained while I was trying to smoke food and my first thought was: "Please god make it stop."
I'm also pretty sure that I will "repent" right before dying because I'm a bit of a coward.
To be fair though, I am also scared of ghosts. My bf has found the perfect trick to help me sleep at night when he is gone. He leaves the salt next to my bed and that supposedly scares them away.
Sounds crazy? That is because it is crazy (my fear of god and of ghosts). As long as your rational mind knows that you are being crazy I think it is ok.
I don't think it ever goes away. I have been free thinking for 7+ years now. This morning it rained while I was trying to smoke food and my first thought was: "Please god make it stop."
I'm also pretty sure that I will "repent" right before dying because I'm a bit of a coward.
To be fair though, I am also scared of ghosts. My bf has found the perfect trick to help me sleep at night when he is gone. He leaves the salt next to my bed and that supposedly scares them away.
Sounds crazy? That is because it is crazy (my fear of god and of ghosts). As long as your rational mind knows that you are being crazy I think it is ok.
