Damn my libido!

[Edwardo Piet]

True. Besides I've tried that. First of all it's false and I'm usually more interesting when I'm not trying to be, secondly no girl finds me interesting either way anyway.

What did you try?

I don't remember. I just try behaving differently and talking differently and wearing different things, etc. Speaking more, speaking less. Everything.

Why are you not still trying something else?

I am half the time trying something else. The other half I'm just sticking to being myself.

Why do you think women aren't interested in you?

You only need a few to be different.

I need more than a few, a few won't last long.

If they are really totally not interested, why would they bother to tell you this?

Because I told them I was interested first.

So what have you got to lose to persist?

I don't want to stalk them. I don't want to be creepy. No means no and they keep saying no even when I only asked once and so they only needed to say it once. I reply saying "I know you don't like me, you've told me. Once is enough, you don't have to keep saying it".

You think women are objectively analytical machines with secret ability to reference some absolute scale of attractivenss?

No. I just think some people are more likely to attract people than others. I seem to fall into the very unlikely category.

Make two efforts, or three.

I make them all the time.

If they are really not interested in you, then there is no point to not piss them off.

Why would I ever want to piss anyone off? Especially people I like. In fact, I specifically don't persist because I don't want to piss them off; even more importantly don't want to get into trouble or get a bad reputation.

What do you do when you are around your friends?

Chat mostly.

Maybe that's because you are subconciously presenting the same side of yourself to them all. Start finding more sides to yourself.

I am the same with people usually because I try to treat people equally. I am obviously a bit different with people I like. But I've tried being different and not different, I have tried trying different sides and not.

You know me, I am a very deep thinker. I've thought these things through, I seem to have tried everything. But I can't have done. Unless I truly am hopeless.