Creed's Ramble Thread

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Look, I didn't read your entire facebook post, and I usually don't... but if you genuinely are not happy with your shitball of a life, and you seriously want to turn shit around? You have two options: do what you already do, and continue to be fucking miserable and to feel worthless... Or CHANGE WHAT YOU DO, as it is the only way that your shitty life IS EVER going to get BETTER

I don't know what you do with all of your time, but here's some things I do know you do that you CAN change, I'll make a bullet list.
*Spending your money on alcohol and other psychoactive drugs.
*Spending time laying about your home, playing video games.
*Spending your energy online arguing with people unworthy of the time it is taking up.
*Spending your energy online writing essays about how shitty your life is.
*Spending your thoughts on how goddamn worthless you are. Do you think there is a single fucking thing to gain from that exercise? If you stop but one fucking thing, STOP THIS. You are not a worthless sack of filthy human flesh better served for chopped liver than its thoughts, you are my friend. There is *nothing* to gain from self-depreciating yourself. STOP THIS.
*Stop volunteering at the crisis center... sure, maybe you feel better about yourself for helping people through it, but (from an outside perspective): IT'S GETTING TO YOU.


(Random image to break up the post. Easier reads, yo)

If there's one goddamn thing you happen to have in abundance? It's *TIME*. Use your time better. I have suggestions for *beneficial* avenues which you totally have time for. It's your time, use it how you please... but again: if you want your life to turn around from where it is? These might well help.

*Get a job. Already have one? Get a second one. It's hard to do, and it takes a lot of time, and energy, and resilience. I know you can do this, the key is: you have to know you can do this.
*Take your volunteering efforts to soup kitchens. Bigger general audience, less emotions, and probably more satisfying. You can even get to know some people because if they've got to go to the soup kitchen (or other such) once... they're probably going to need it for a while.
*You might quite possibly need to move, from what I hear: your life wasn't as bad until you got to where you are. Go back to where you were before hand (where you were happier), I will happily pay your travel fees if you will be able to get a job there. I'm serious, you absolutely *HATE* it where you live, it drips from every post you make on the subject. Me, I strongly dislike many elements of Alaska, whereas I like it here. Where you are can make for massive changes in how you feel If moving back there is not an option, here does remain an option. Keep it in mind, i'm 40 minutes away from one of the biggest cities in the usa (dallas), and this is a fairly accepting college town (so getting a job here should be 'easier', esp with your experience).



You're worth a bit to me, Creed. You're the only person who can stop this cycle of self-depreciating guilt and binging. So... good luck Change never is easy....