I don't dismiss you as a person, Drich. I'm not a xtian, so I don't judge people that way. I dismiss your actions as you have demonstrated them here in this forum. Like this passive-aggressive whining you're doing right now. If it's intended to engender sympathy, you can save it 'cos it ain't working. It's pathetic, actually.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'