And Hells come back to haunt me

[Esquilax]

Scripture tells us that God doesn't tempt, so how is it you can blame God for your sin, did He force you to make wrong decisions. If you happen to be talking about Adam and Eve, then you must believe that God shouldn't have given us choice.

I think the main problem is that many of the sins that we will be punished for- lacking belief, for one- are entirely arbitrary and in no way affect god at all; he's configured an eternal punishment based on his own intolerable busybody nature, and despite our free will that's so important, has forced each and every one of us into it. Furthermore, given how infinite punishment for a finite crime is inherently immoral, then yes, god has set up a system that he not only has no need to set up, but also that directly contradicts his supposedly moral nature.