(November 5, 2013 at 6:18 pm)futilethewinds Wrote: Do you think soulmates exist? Do you think you get just one?
I've already found one soulmate and lost her. I met her when I was too young to do anything about it. I was in first grade, and I saw her and she seemed to glow with this inner light. I loved her right away, and I spent every moment I possibly could with her.
She was my first kiss. (I kissed her when we were 10.) That kiss was so wonderful it was the only thing I could think about until I hit puberty. Then the only thing I could think about was how much I wanted to touch her all over, but I knew she couldn't want me back like that because she hadn't hit puberty yet.
I let her drift away when I started homeschooling. Then I saw her at a party when we were about 16. She was a shell of her former self, all her light was gone. She seemed bitter and miserable. I talked to her on Facebook when I was 19, and told her that I was gay. She told me she couldn't support me and that she wanted me not to be happy, but pure in the eyes of God. I deleted her on Facebook, and since she lives in some other part of the country, I lost contact with her entirely. All I know is that she married a man. She is probably choosing to live a lie in order to appease her god. I just hope that one day she will be free of her religious shackles and choose happiness.
It never would have worked between us, because of her religiosity. She never would have accepted herself as gay no matter what I did. So I really hope I get more than one soulmate in this lifetime. I want to love again as purely as I did the first time.
I don't get how you realized who your soulmate was from one pre pubescent kiss, and from what I can gather someone who you didn't socialize with properly when she was fully grown.
I don't believe in soul mates, I've been out with lots of girls and I can put down every feeling of love I've had down to various things, from lust, teenage overactive emotions, a girl having a similar sense of humor to me or just being really lonely then being given some attention.
It's just a big mating game that's made complicated with undefinable unfathomable words like "love" and "soul mate"
this is just what I believe from my own experiences talking to people and being a person myself from what I can gather.
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