Stimbo, sometimes I think we have too much in common. I understand how hard it is to leave your comfort zone (no matter how UNcomfortable it actually is) when you've been dealt a shitty hand. You got happy with your circumstances, and then they (she- Sam) got taken away.
The thing is: no one will replace her. It's completely impossible, being that she really was a special snowflake. You know what, though? There are lots of special snowflakes in this world, and she's not of it anymore. It's horrible, and sad, and absolutely heartbreaking, but you need to rub some dirt on it, put on a smile (at least for enough time to socialize), and meet another fluffy wet one, or a few of them; but if you don't end up with something happening, you need to remember that you are adorable, funny, sweet, and strong (you must be after dealing with something so difficult), not to mention empathetic and wicked intelligent. "It" will happen when you're ready, and I guarantee that, one, you aren't ready, and two, looking for some chick to validate you isn't gonna feel good in the long run. You need to validate yourself first.
Gawd. Sorry. Depression.... fuhhhhhh. If I overstepped, I'm sorry. I just see your posts and my heart aches for you.
The thing is: no one will replace her. It's completely impossible, being that she really was a special snowflake. You know what, though? There are lots of special snowflakes in this world, and she's not of it anymore. It's horrible, and sad, and absolutely heartbreaking, but you need to rub some dirt on it, put on a smile (at least for enough time to socialize), and meet another fluffy wet one, or a few of them; but if you don't end up with something happening, you need to remember that you are adorable, funny, sweet, and strong (you must be after dealing with something so difficult), not to mention empathetic and wicked intelligent. "It" will happen when you're ready, and I guarantee that, one, you aren't ready, and two, looking for some chick to validate you isn't gonna feel good in the long run. You need to validate yourself first.
Gawd. Sorry. Depression.... fuhhhhhh. If I overstepped, I'm sorry. I just see your posts and my heart aches for you.
Nolite te bastardes carborundorum.