Man, Stimbo, it sounds like you need an introspective journey. Unfortunately I would not know what your journey should be (mine was running in the woods and cities for a couple days while psychotic, for example, and I dont know if that would be the right path for everyone
) but everyone who has said you need a change is right. You have to face yourself alone first before finding someone else, at least this is what I think in your case. And you should know, I consider you to be a very legit person. I hope you find it in yourself to keep going.
