RE: Question
February 18, 2014 at 5:03 pm
(This post was last modified: February 18, 2014 at 5:04 pm by KUSA.)
I never felt anything. While others were having an orgasm from the holy spirit I just shook my head wondering what the hell was going on.
Prayer never worked any better than random chance. I usually came into money when I didn't tithe. The bible never made sense.
One day I met a genuine Atheist that set me straight. It didn't take long because I really never believed. I just forced myself to pretend to believe. At this point I took on the task of doing some real research. It's so easy to poke holes in religion or anything else that is fake.
You know I always felt awkward and stupid when I prayed even as a young child. I could never do it around other people even christians. I felt embarrassed to do it.
Prayer never worked any better than random chance. I usually came into money when I didn't tithe. The bible never made sense.
One day I met a genuine Atheist that set me straight. It didn't take long because I really never believed. I just forced myself to pretend to believe. At this point I took on the task of doing some real research. It's so easy to poke holes in religion or anything else that is fake.
You know I always felt awkward and stupid when I prayed even as a young child. I could never do it around other people even christians. I felt embarrassed to do it.