RE: What's everyone up to right now?
March 1, 2014 at 11:07 pm
(This post was last modified: March 1, 2014 at 11:11 pm by Whateverist.)
(March 1, 2014 at 9:11 pm)Deidre32 Wrote: Do you ever second guess your decisions?
Not me. That's my wife's job. She is better at it than me anyway and she really has the stamina to make sure those decisions get good and second guessed.
Boy, Rahul, I don't know how you did it. When I was 19 I considered jumping the Canadian border if my draft number had been smaller. I don't know how I would do in the military. I think I'd crack and frack the drill sargent before I ever finished basic training. Or maybe they don't let the recruits hand real weapons for that reason.
(March 1, 2014 at 8:07 pm)rasetsu Wrote: Feeling a little better after an ambien nap. Unfortunately I only have one tab left. My days are all splayed out and weird with no regular pattern. I wake up breathing heavily and feeling out of sorts, and that lasts until evening, when things calm a bit. I can't get into any routine in this, and my difficulty following conversations on the forum means I don't have that to distract me. Nothing satisfies. Nothing takes away from this feeling incomplete inside. And not knowing how to fill it. I am ready to give up. I can't function like this.
Drinking a grapefruit sparkling alcoholic beverage from Tokyo. It's okay. Maybe I should just drink until I can't drink anymore.
Thinking of you dearie pie. Hoping for a change of mood for you. Do you think you suffer at all for lack of sunlight through the winter? Too bad it is so fricking cold there.
