Evolution

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

There are two living girls at work that excite me and I'm extremely comfortable and flirtatious with one and becoming more comfortable with the other.

The former is more likely to direct herself to me and the other speaks to me only when spoken to. I don't do well with that.

Even if I'm comfortable with them I still get thoughts of gutting her, eating her spleen, or nibblin on her small intestine. I want to get to know her more intimately if you know what I mean.

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Also, It isn't just women. I find corpses of animals and men to be extremely interesting.

Christ farley for example: http://www.lipstickalley.com/showthread.php?t=308536

I also have been sexually aroused by killing animals and thoughts of blowing up buildings and trains

Well, I'm not a professional. You should probably discuss this with a psychiatrist or psychologist that specializes in deviant/abnormal psychology.

I regret that I haven't even so much as taken a class on the subject. I've always wanted to study it. I always wanted to try to understand why my biological father was the way he was, why systematically breaking women down emotionally seemed to give him sexual satisfaction.