how do you make ends meet?

[John V]

I have seriously considered the possibility that maybe what I should do instead of attempting to find a job, due to apparently how much effort I will have to put forth to have the POSSIBILITY of being hire for one, is that I should instead do something like selling drugs or something in the sex industry.

Try considering this: take a couple months off, wean off the meds, eat a completely natural diet and consider some fasting, relax, read, and meditate.