how do you make ends meet?

[Phatt Matt s]

I have seriously considered the possibility that maybe what I should do instead of attempting to find a job, due to apparently how much effort I will have to put forth to have the POSSIBILITY of being hire for one, is that I should instead do something like selling drugs or something in the sex industry.

Try considering this: take a couple months off, wean off the meds, eat a completely natural diet and consider some fasting, relax, read, and meditate.

Fasting feels great. I get euphoric when I do the water and tea (no calories) all day and eat a big meal at night. It's lent. But I'm already quit thin and a lot of fasting also makes my muscles atrophy. However, the body always burns the Carbohydrate (fat) stores for energy before burning muscle.