Why is god hiding?

[tor]

I see signs of wind. I don't see signs of god.

Why don't you see God's actions have you been looking?

GC

I was a christian for 10+ years. The problem of evil is what started the downfall of my faith.
After that I was looking for gods signs everywhere but found none. So I concluded that either god does not exist or he is hiding very well.
Also I concluded that if he does exist he is either indifferent or evil.

Until today nobody proposed a good solution to the problem of evil for me nor did I find signs of god anywhere. So either he does not exist or is not present here.