Well, from what I understand, you left the community several years ago.
Therefore, get over it. The indoctrination no longer has a hold on you. Despite the pull you feel toward that which is comforting and familiar, you can no longer go back. They will not accept you. Unless you change your identity and surreptitiously slip back in there.
You need to grow up. You can drink, but you also need to come to terms with the fact that what once held you in slavery can no longer be of any real affect except in your mind.
Therefore, get over it. The indoctrination no longer has a hold on you. Despite the pull you feel toward that which is comforting and familiar, you can no longer go back. They will not accept you. Unless you change your identity and surreptitiously slip back in there.
You need to grow up. You can drink, but you also need to come to terms with the fact that what once held you in slavery can no longer be of any real affect except in your mind.
"Never trust a fox. Looks like a dog, behaves like a cat."
~ Erin Hunter
~ Erin Hunter
