It is not what people think of you that concerns me. I am sorry that human standards set judgment as being the tool that is used to determine popularity. As far your family remembering you, how many will? I do not know my great-grandfather he was dead before I was even alive. His memory and any memory of him will be gone with my grandfather's children. The point I'm trying to make is that you are just another face. To be forgotten or remembered, I do not know? But I'm not talking about popularity, I'm talking about the impact that you will on this Earth. A far reaching one, not just changing one life but changing them all. As far as killing myself, I could very well be someone famous, for any reason and you would not know the wiser of it. In that logic; however, we could all be. Once again it is not the fear of death that keeps me going but instead it is the fear that I don't know how my life will turn out. I could very well go on to change the Earth or I could fall in line with everyone else and become another face that passes you on the street.
The more questions we ask, the less answers we'll have.